In Love, Motivated, New Mindset

I am totally and literally in love with this site, despite the fact I haven't actually interacted with anyone, but hey it's only day two signed up and it's already got me feeling on top of the world.  I feel mentally like I have lost kilo's just by getting inspired and mentally motivated.  Here is a link to something that I am seriously and I mean seriously considering starting next week, I want to make the necessary preparation to begin properly to enable a continued progress and success.  I'm beyond hiding the insecurities of my weight and feel that the more people realize that weight gain in any proportion that effects your self esteem, health or well being, is as good a reason if any to start and start properly.  Introducing Go from Zero to Hero in 365 Days which has inspired me more than inspiration itself can do.  I'm taking my body shots within the week in preparation and being prepared to share an on going transformation.  I know the ethos of bodybuilding isn't everyone's cup of tea and well some aspects are not but, it's such a motivating, accepting community that you will never feel you are competing against anyone as technically everyone is in the same boat.  I for one am not a typical take a woman's stance on doing things, I like guts and rarrrrr with my mix of weight loss as it has proven me right when I've been in the zone.  There's no bullshit, no crap, no excuses and that's what I like.  No fluffy bunnies here, no miss nice girl and definitely no tip toes around the outside.  This isn't going to be a mind your p's and q's because I think that's where I went wrong with myself.  I told myself that yes it's okay to be obese, at least you can dress properly for your size.  Well fuck that, I'm a fat bitch and my ass needs to be grilled to see it.  If I can't handle this simple task of one years worth of gain physically then die already really.  We wrap out obesity with cotton wool and play it down like it's no big deal.  Well guess what it is and guess what I'm ready!!!