Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Forcing a habit

It's taken me 2 weeks to settle into the bad habit of neglecting domestic chores. Choosing to stay in bed and social media, only to get up to feed miss almost 4. 2 weeks to get into this awful habit of bring unmotivated and I'm dreading it. The effort to get off the couch, get dressed, shower and just do stuff has once again buddied up with me and it's back to square one. I'm lazy when there's no one else around, I'm a lazy mother, parent and friend. I actually can't tell you when it started or when the old person moved back in, I'm oblivious to it yet I know she's back. I have to literally scream at myself to get my butt into gear, I have to try so hard otherwise I won't. I'm content to sit and do nothing. I just want to scream at me, stand in front of me and yell get off your A*#!! My goal tomorrow is to not sit on the couch longer than 15 minutes and no sitting down for an hour! I'll let you know how it goes and wether it works! I havnt started eating healthy yet, not yet. I need to stop looking for the easy option and ordering it. I want to enjoy grocery shopping again, choosing food that's really pleasant and healthy. I can do it! It's easier than choosing what takeaways to eat and parting with hard earned cash! Looking forward to tomorrow :)

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