It's times like these I want to bash it out at the gym! Take that anger out on the cross trainer just to say eff you! It's bad enough being an under values member of the family, but being fat and disregarded is shit! I enjoy my sessions with my personal trainer, she focuses me and kicks my mental ability into play. You see I've a mentally stimulated person, to have my mind is to have my attention. I'm also an addictive person, I'm sure I've expressed that already but I'm just reiterating that fact. I've lost my biggest parts of weight at the beginning of a relationship or in the processes of one. I'm addicted to the happy hormones that kick in when it's all new and lovey! I want those happy hormones back, I want them to kick my butt. I'm ready, but my family isn't. What's your family doing to sabotage you?
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